Comments, criticisms, yards of ale should be sent to me at: shihc@cunyvm.cuny.edu or romana@aol.com The Evening After A Forever Not Story by Sharon Himmanen He jerked awake, gasping, bathed in sweat from the nightmare and realized there were figures looming over him so he tried to scramble away, still half caught up in the dream. Hands reached down and held him still until he began to discern the ring of faces around him, and he looked up in shock and surprised, wondering if he wasn't still in the dream because all these people shouldn't be in the same place at the same time. LaCroix was the first to speak. "You gave us quite a scare, man," he rasped. Nick could only stare up at in shock. "You've been out for days. Must've been something you ate," he chuckled. Slowly Nick relaxed, but his mind was still numb. He just kept glancing from one face to the other and frowning until Janette explained. "You've been unconscious for days. We were worried." When he still looked puzzled she added, "We have a guarded truce of sorts," she said, glancing up at the two mortals in the room. This wasn't an entirely satisfactory answer, but he was still too dazed and shaken to really process anything too difficult at the moment. "I just had the most terrible dream." He paused and looked up at them. "I was blond and I lived in Toronto. And you were all there. Sort of," he said. "Except that you all looked different. Except for you Schanke." Schanke grinned and shrugged. "Yeah, well, you don't mess with perfection" "You," he said, looking at LaCroix, "were tall and had a buzz cut." The other man laughed scornfully as he shook his long dark hair as if to reassure Nick that he nothing about him had changed. "Janette," he said, looking up at the dark-haired woman. How to describe the differences between this Janette and the dream Janette. "You were a little taller," he said lamely. Then he glanced over at Jack who was lounging against the counter sipping a mug of tea. "And you were a woman named Natalie." The medical examiner's eyebrows raised slightly over the rim of his glasses as the only acknowledgment of Nick's comment. "What do you think that means?" Jack shrugged. "It's obvious," he said. "You're attracted to me on some level." When Nick's eyes grew wide and he opened his mouth to protest, he added with a smile, "But don't get any ideas. I hate to break your heart, but I'm a happily married man." Nick looked a little stricken. He swallowed hard, then quickly changed the subject. "What brought this on anyway?" he asked. "I'm not sure exactly," Jack said. "But we found a half empty bottle of this next to you. This is dangerous and potent stuff. Did you . . .?" Jack made a face and held up a bottle. Nick, in a hushed voice, read the label aloud, remembering the horrible and seemingly endless nightmare this had brought on. "Ribena . . ." ****************************************** For any newbies on the list, Ribena is the stuff they use for blood on FK. By reports, it tastes pretty nasty. Sharon